Friday, July 18, 2008

Every day is a new day.....Well!!!!

Right from my childhood I heard that 'every day is a new day'...'don't remember the past, think of what needs to be done now', etc, etc and when speaking of remembering past experiences(that might be so good that one ends up being stalked by those memories all the time) never did I give thought to any of those statements, cause I love remembering every thing that I was involved in. My philosophy is 'when I have plenty to learn from why should I forget'(well learning can be postponed, right! so, I do it all the time). Now when it comes to my job, every other day you come across people with different attitudes, different comprehending capabilities. It took me a while to get myself acquainted with the job and handling people. And believed I devised a way to do my job. Time and again(that would be every 2 hours or so) the 'way' had to be abandoned, and a new way was to be searched.

Ever fell and landed on your chest, ever been punched so hard that air is knocked outta your lungs? For a while you try to breath, and you can't, all you can do is have visions of the life spent and you wait for the 'tunnel' and the 'bright light'. The first issue did that to me(and the afore mentioned did that too), I couldn't do anything for a while, only difference is that instead of 'tunnel and light' concept, the 'U r fired' concept was playing in my head. Somehow, managed that issue, lesson to be learnt was 'do not expect'. The place where the 'lessons learnt' are stored seems to have a backdoor. So, took me as much as 2 weeks to realise the 'do not expect' lesson properly. Well now that I am lil older and have lesser distractions, realisations dawn upon me and seem to have an effect on me, or am I being made to believe that. This 'positive attitude' and 'optimistic outlook' things fool you into believing what actually aint existing!! As of now, every day is new, every issue is new, one ol thing would be to try and make some use of good ol brain. ;)

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